I’d like to start off this journal with a bit of a foreword.
Even though all of my dreams seem to have a recurring character (in the form of the woman who I fancy the pants off, y), I haven’t been having many lucid dreams as of late, hence why I haven’t been posting any journals.
I don’t know where I am in life right now, but I do know that I’m not depressed, my job is ok and that even though I’m medicated up to the eyeballs, all is pretty well.
Anyway, onto the dream!
A lot of it has been forgotten, but I remember a good chunk of what was actually going on and how mad everything was.
The earliest thing I can remember going on was me and her sitting in a pub/restaurant, eating, laughing, the usual spiel, all around a very nice segment.
I briefly woke up, checked the time and went back to sleep, and was immediately on the beachfront, and she had stormed off, and I grabbed her arm to try and stop her, she told me to “Fuck off” and as I looked to my left there was a 4 piece blues/jazz in-house band on the beach, with all of their respective musical instruments on beach towels. The singer looks up at the raised path that I was walking on and said “Don’t worry! We’ll play something!” a crowd of people walked past and she had gone, and all that was left was the badly timed band playing what sounded like a 70’s cop show version of “Get Lucky” but with more rhodes piano and slap bass.
I woke up again, checked the time, went back to sleep.
It was raining, the skies were grey, she was crying, sobbing that things I’d said and done were awful, that they made her sick. I tell her that I can’t remember, that I had blacked out and I wasn’t in control, that it was a lapse that I had nothing to do with, consciously anyway.
She was in such a state, because something had obviously gone down before or after when she had stormed off in the previous dream. I was scared shitless because I feared I had hurt her or something in a moment where I thought I had been unconscious, yet obviously I hadn’t.
She walked away, there was nothing I could do.
I woke up and proceeded to do the washing up, as there was alot of it.
I think I experienced Inception in this dream, or there were things happening when I woke up to check the time?